Thursday, November 19, 2009

Last Kiss & August Serenade

{Last Kiss}

The burning red sunset takes away the words in heart
Time stood still, just like the depth of my feelings.

With a single word, my journey without you begins tomorrow.
IT'S BITTER LIKE BEER FOR KIDS

You kissed my tiny fingers
I'll never forget you
Even though were apart
I'll always remember our last kiss

In the beginning, everyone starts out a pure and innocent BABY
Even though it's a bitter taste, don't get discouraged and WALK STRAIGHT

You leaving me alone in the middle of the rain is heartbreaking
I'M LONELY AS FLOATING ICE

You kissed my tiny fingers
I won't forget that warmth
Even though we're apart
I'll always remember your kiss

Even when we didn't understand each other, we can assure we were like a good story
Who or what can I blame
just don't taint the things we loved

You kissed my tiny fingers
I'll never forget you
I hope whenever we meet again,
we can forget about that last kiss

When you kissed my tiny fingers,
I remember when you cried.
Even though this is the end
I'll never forget the last kiss

I'll never forget

I'll never forget

his kiss

I'll never forget

{August Serenade}

If you were to pass away
If you were, for example, to become a cat or a caterpillar
I'd sob uncontrollably
But eventually, it might become joke material for appropriate times

So, please, today, yeah, let's talk
On the phone longer than usual
For some reason, I feel guilty about you
So I'll behave and be nice...

If I were to become friends with you
If you gave me advice with a look like you understood
With a nonchalant air, I would
Simply use you and throw you in the trash

So, please, today, let's go on a stroll
Through the empty night town
Because, in the moonlight, the usual things
Can look so beautiful...

So, please, today, yeah, let's talk
On the phone longer than usual
For some reason, I feel guilty about you
So I'll behave and be nice...

So, please, today, let's go on a stroll
Through the empty night town
Because, in the moonlight, the usual things
Can look so beautiful...

FLY~~~ felaieee

went to ::
-Sunway lagoon on 7 nov with class
-China 11-18 nov
tomorrow ::
-Broga leadership camp 20-20 nov
lotsa nice happenings.
when i came back from camp i'll update these 3 trips...

LAZY LA!
HA!
XD

Monday, November 9, 2009

Distress

who should i blame all these on?...
the past? who let these things happen?
they say God gave us choices to make.
i didn't ask for all these!
why should i endure this fucking messed up life?!!!!

who gave me that dream? for what?!
to make me cry every single time i think about it?
make me hate her more?
make me cherish him more?

if there is a God...
i pray that he can answer our prayer fast,
if he loves us...

i'm still hoping...

Saturday, October 31, 2009

finals over

i did what i could...
if the result doesn't satisfy you,
what i can say?...

now i have to focus on getting a new hp with all my savings,
goin china on 11th,
can't live without my feeding on my favourite musics, i'm serious... T_T
gonna take plenty of photos =D
but not sure whether i got the patience to filter n upload like phuket trip...
summore 8 days trip summarize...

i'm gonna buy plenty of stuff...
since i've been telling myself not to buy, wait china trip.(cheap~)

my hair touches my shoulder already, wonder if i should cut it?...

泣ヶ原 Nakigahara {‘Field of Lamentation’}

Spring scenery in which I can go crazy in repose, if it’s something that can be forgotten,
I submerge both eyes in the beauty of rotting and crumbling, only in solitude can I smile,
The spring scenery of my third imprisonment, holding my breath I swim the mire,
drowning with one’s legs thrashing is a boring method as imagined,
With my dominant hand that slays reality
I easily added on scars, didn’t I?
Burying that name

Rotten roots disturb the water’s surface, cogs turn as if warping,
I turn my ear toward the creaking sound, I’m going completely insane, aren’t I?
Everything is a shallow sea of taboo words, so filthy it can mistakenly seem clear,

Goodbye, falling down into lawless darkness
Goodbye, with this it will end

Tears, a rain of lamentation, overflows each time I face the emptiness,
the words I compose blot and run,
Tears, one day they’ll run dry, killed by the silence
I’ll lose my mind at the end of the shadow stepping,

Rotten roots disturb the water’s surface, cogs turn as if warping,
I flung my attention to the creaking sound, I realized it resembles THAT

Tears, a rain of lamentation, overflows each time I face the emptiness,
the words I compose blot and run,
Tears fall with loneliness, if I live in silence
I’ll carve it in so I will never smile again*

There is I who loved you There is I who gazed at you
There is I who longed for you There is I who lost you
There is you who loved me There is you who gazed at me
There is you who destroyed me There is you who captivated me
There is you who killed me

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

God sent

thank you my angel...

october 28

Happy 28th birthday, Kai.
drew this during english test.
the 'G' & 'E' hav errors cz i didn't refer to anything...
this is my 1st attempt to draw their logo. =)
i like the font.

Friday, October 9, 2009

whoo!!!



HAPPY HAPPY!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

wear your earphones! =D



go big bang. X)



love G-Dragon(pink all~)! X)
2NE1's CL(pink pants) dance nice
watch 0.37 and 1.27
sexy kan?! so nice....
big bang oso dance very handsome!
overall, colourful & nice music. bt the starting very funny...
look at sandara(palm tree hair.XD) sing the 1st word.. the face like...ha!

other MVs of 2NE1


like mimzy's dancing.
dun lik the indian scene..
listen the music enough~

i like their band name, 2NE1(New Evolution of the 21st Century)
read as "to anyone", "twenty-one"
CL is 18yrs old & Mimzy is only 15.
eventhough they aren't very pretty,
but they got skills =)
better than those who pretty only with their plastic surgeries & no talent.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

speak for me!

i always have a problem of saying out precisely my feelings...
this machine lets people see soundwave...
maybe someone out there can invent a sewing machine that fits me...